Thursday, May 14, 2009
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Monday, October 06, 2008
Just Another Day
:I:
You walk down a street some days, and you never know what's gonna happen next. You usually don't have any plans, today's just like any other day. But sometimes, you meet a new person. And once in while, you discover alot of new things about this person. You come to realize that both of you share a lot of common interests, from music and books and friends, to a love of astronomy, bad jokes and zombies. Now normally this doesn't happen alot, but its cool to have a friend who has the same taste as you do. It's when you notice that you both share the same personality and little eccentricities you start to think it's getting a bit weird. Same crazy ideas, same idealistic look at world, same kindness to people, a love of the sky and the cloulds, and an appreciation of what people generally take for granted in life. It's then you realize, today is not like any other day.
:II:
Imagine then, after a couple of hours, you wake up next to said person, in bed. Now don't get anything wrong, nothing happened. You guys had dinner, walked around for a while, met some friends. You kept talking late in the night, and the conversation didn't dry up easy. And then you both fell asleep, and you just woke up next to her on the same bed. Now while sitting in the dark contemplating this turn of events, you whiff the scent of airy violets and exotic fruits on her hair, and the tangled mess your limbs makes it hard to pull away. But you don't mind at all, because you don't want to pull away. You notice the sweet smell of her body. She has her back against you, while your arms wrap around her. Her hand in your hair and your legs into hers, her face a picture of serenity and beauty next to yours. You take turns sleeping and waking up, and snatching a few stolen kisses now and then. You can't really do anything, in the dark, your bodies entwined like two snakes as one, listening to her heartbeat. Because never before have you ever connected with another soul the way you did tonight. Never have you felt so deeply on the same level with another person like you did today. It's then you realize, today was truly not like any other day.
:III:
It's not much later when you realize the implications of your actions. No misunderstanding occurred, and the message was clear between both sides. It's just that for her to accept it, she has to abandon her highest code of values and morals, all those high walls she built around her to protect her after contemplating her life and them completely changing it. The personal choice she made not long ago reflects in a mirror how she already has forsaken many things close and dear to her to abide with her high code of living. And you are but a traveler, in another nameless city for an unknown period of time, always looking but never knowing what it is you look for, until you take the next step on your journey. For a traveler can't knock down those high walls easily when he believes in the same values and morals as the builder of the walls, the master of her own castle. Tearing down those walls sacrifices the very essence of what makes you a man of integrity, the source of your powers, dear traveler. So you don't attack the walls, but you befriend the master of the castle. And when the day for you to leave comes, you only think of what could have been, what might have been, and what will be. It's then you realize, today you have make a decision that will change your life. Today was surely not like any other day.
...
To my 19th birthday.
"Choices are the hinges of destiny."
Song of the Moment
Qariat al Fingan- Abdulhalim Hafez
To my 19th birthday.
"Choices are the hinges of destiny."
Song of the Moment
Qariat al Fingan- Abdulhalim Hafez
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Effects Of Not Eating All Day Long
For a guy who doesn't ever remember his dreams, I woke up with quite a shock today. It's one of those surreal dreams; where you know you're dreaming from all the batshit crazy things that are happening, and also the group of people gathered weren't the type who'd make friends with each other like, ever. Imagine Salah el Din, Einstein and Batman wearing those little birthday hats, and having tea and crumpets in the middle of a basketball court. While midgets are playing. That kind of batshit crazy.
Now just an interjection, we all have our vices, and me more than others perhaps. It has something to do with the "what's the worst that could happen" outlook I have on life. Suffice to say, I've my share of experiences with the forbidden.
Anyways, so as our very strange group of friends were cruising around in Riyadh, suddenly we felt hungry. And for some completely random and unknown reason, I got a craving for Mareez. Now I never eaten there, don't even know what they serve, but eh what the hell. We got to Mareez, and I was leaving the car I hear one of my friends saying : "He's high."
Here I woke up, mighty confused, and the remark she made was stuck in my head. It was simple remark, one not worth alot of attention. After all it's a silly dream. Everyone has silly dreams right ? Yet, the comment was here to stay.
The way it was said, the tone used, though not condescending, wasn't really pleased about it either. She knew what I was doing, she knew its effects on people and the changes it had on them, but she also knew it was my own business and never interfered in it. But the fact that it disturbed her not because of the substance involved, but of the person doing it is what made the difference. Someone genuinely cared. After that realization, the stupid smile that came over my face stayed there all day long.
Now just an interjection, we all have our vices, and me more than others perhaps. It has something to do with the "what's the worst that could happen" outlook I have on life. Suffice to say, I've my share of experiences with the forbidden.
Anyways, so as our very strange group of friends were cruising around in Riyadh, suddenly we felt hungry. And for some completely random and unknown reason, I got a craving for Mareez. Now I never eaten there, don't even know what they serve, but eh what the hell. We got to Mareez, and I was leaving the car I hear one of my friends saying : "He's high."
Here I woke up, mighty confused, and the remark she made was stuck in my head. It was simple remark, one not worth alot of attention. After all it's a silly dream. Everyone has silly dreams right ? Yet, the comment was here to stay.
The way it was said, the tone used, though not condescending, wasn't really pleased about it either. She knew what I was doing, she knew its effects on people and the changes it had on them, but she also knew it was my own business and never interfered in it. But the fact that it disturbed her not because of the substance involved, but of the person doing it is what made the difference. Someone genuinely cared. After that realization, the stupid smile that came over my face stayed there all day long.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Friday
"The best day on which the sun rose was a Friday: on that day, Adam was created; and on that day he entered into Paradise; and on that day, he was taken out from it."
The Prophet Mohammed (pbuh), reported by Abu Hurairah

"Thus said, he turned; and Satan, bowing low,
As to superiour Spirits is wont in Heaven,
Where honour due and reverence none neglects,
Took leave, and toward the coast of earth beneath,
Down from the ecliptick, sped with hoped success,
Throws his steep flight in many an aery wheel;
Nor staid, till on Niphates' top he light"
The Prophet Mohammed (pbuh), reported by Abu Hurairah

"Thus said, he turned; and Satan, bowing low,
As to superiour Spirits is wont in Heaven,
Where honour due and reverence none neglects,
Took leave, and toward the coast of earth beneath,
Down from the ecliptick, sped with hoped success,
Throws his steep flight in many an aery wheel;
Nor staid, till on Niphates' top he light"
Paradise Lost, John Milton
Monday, September 15, 2008
A Picture Is Worth...
... a thousand words, as we are often told.


"The very substance of the ambitious is merely the shadow of a dream."

"Work is the refuge of people who have nothing better to do."

"The dissenter is every human being at those moments of his life when he resigns momentarily from the herd and thinks for himself.

"The very substance of the ambitious is merely the shadow of a dream."

"Work is the refuge of people who have nothing better to do."
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Monday, September 08, 2008
Up and Running

Good evening to all whom might still be visiting this blog. Took me long enough to get back in gear and start writing something, anything down again. It's been more than a year since I graduated, and while I see the people around each going down his own road, I'm still standing still, dazed and confused as to which dark passage in front of me dare I tread on. The sands of time keep filtering down the hourglass, and yet here I am rooted down to my spot. Coming back to Rio after a very long, relaxful and all out chill summer vacation isn't really helping out much either. Got a month till uni starts up again, hopefully by then I'll get some stuff sorted out. On a diff note updates will be more frequent than a couple of months a time, so stay tuned for some random thoughts to be farted out of my brain. Oh and fuck Riyadh.
Song of the Moment:
The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning- The Smashing Pumpkins
"Is it bright where you are ?
Have the people changed ?
Does it make you happy you're so strange ?"
The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning- The Smashing Pumpkins
"Is it bright where you are ?
Have the people changed ?
Does it make you happy you're so strange ?"
Friday, August 29, 2008
Monday, December 03, 2007
A Spark
Changing the world. Is it too big of a dream ? To actually do something that the lives of people all around the world, and have them remember you for it. To have your name recorded forever in the annals of time of the dusty pages of history. This sudden inspiration came from literally out of nowhere, and everywhere at once. In the 3th century AD, there came a self proclaimed "Prophet" called Mani. This Mani just appeared out of nowhere and changed the status quo overnight. At a time where the worship of twin gods was the fashion in Persia, Mani proclaimed love and equality for everyone and respect of all gods. And the fascinating part of his story was that the Emperor of the time allowed him to preach his sermons all over his empire, even though it was in direct conflict with the state's official religion. His religion, Manicheasnism, grew into a world religion that rivaled Christianity in strength. Nowadays, no one remembers Mani or what he has achieved through his lifetime, but just one person changed the world by his hand. Is it too ambitious to dream of that ?
Today I went to a hospital to visit an old and sick relative. I was struck and amazed by just how....beautiful the place was. All over the place the name of Allah was literally everywhere. On the walls, in paintings, in every Qu'ran put in every room and even written the exterior of the building itself. What ruined that experience was finding my old aunt in a room all buy herself. A very old and wised woman, she was diagnosed with cancer a while ago, and in and out of the hospital it was for her. The thing is she was all by herself. Completely alone. Is this how it all ends ? In a hospital room by myself ? What will my legacy be ? Right, I leave my children and their children to this life after giving birth to them, but is that all ? I mean, what happened to the Muslim civilization of days old ? I read and see what these people have done in the past and I think; why not me ? What am I doing to deserve their recognition ? How can I change the world ? And the more I think of it, the more I just draw... a blank. I need purpose and direction, neither of which I can find here and now.
(This post was written on the 1st of December 07. The aunt I mentioned passed away a couple of weeks ago. May God bless her and guide her into heaven.)
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Overheard
Explaining a Breakup To a Gamer
SergioThree: there's other fish in the sea, man, she's just a girl.
Beatsfromkorea: no dude, that's bullshit.
Beatsfromkorea: Think of it this way. if your precious copy of street fighter third strike broke and i told you "it's ok man, there's other games in the sea. here, play mortal kombat instead" what would you say? you'd be like, "fuck that, gimme third strike."
SergioThree: ...
SergioThree: you just reached me on a level that i never thought possible.
How I Imagine Job Interviews
Real Businessman: What would your friends say is your best quality?
Me: Well, I think they'd say that I have a great sense of humor.
RB: Really? Make me laugh.
Me: You mean, like, tell you a joke?
RB: Yeah, sure.
Me: O- okay. Knock knock--
RB: Get the fuck out of my office.
Sometimes You Just Have to Die Before You're Appreciated...
Me: Well, I think they'd say that I have a great sense of humor.
RB: Really? Make me laugh.
Me: You mean, like, tell you a joke?
RB: Yeah, sure.
Me: O- okay. Knock knock--
RB: Get the fuck out of my office.
Sometimes You Just Have to Die Before You're Appreciated...
Caveman 1: Hey check this thing out, it's shaped like a circle and it moves around easier than big rocks.
Caveman 2: What are you gonna use it for?
Caveman 1: I don't know, but I'm gonna call it a wheel, just remember I invented the wheel.
Caveman 2: It's really not that great, what are you gonna do with it?
Caveman 1: I don't know dude, wheel it around I guess, shut up! You're always nay-saying! You did this when I invented the plate too!
Caveman 2: Well the wheel is the same thing as a plate, the only difference is it has a hole in the middle.
Caveman 1: Yeah, you're right, it's really not that great is it?
Caveman 2 : No, not really
Caveman 1: Wanna go kill a Woolly Mammoth?
Caveman 2: F*ck. Yes.
Orignally from here, here and here.
Exams in a week. Pray for me. Laterz.
Caveman 2: What are you gonna use it for?
Caveman 1: I don't know, but I'm gonna call it a wheel, just remember I invented the wheel.
Caveman 2: It's really not that great, what are you gonna do with it?
Caveman 1: I don't know dude, wheel it around I guess, shut up! You're always nay-saying! You did this when I invented the plate too!
Caveman 2: Well the wheel is the same thing as a plate, the only difference is it has a hole in the middle.
Caveman 1: Yeah, you're right, it's really not that great is it?
Caveman 2 : No, not really
Caveman 1: Wanna go kill a Woolly Mammoth?
Caveman 2: F*ck. Yes.
Orignally from here, here and here.
Exams in a week. Pray for me. Laterz.
Song of the Moment
Make Me Better- Fabulous feat. Ne-Yo
Make Me Better- Fabulous feat. Ne-Yo
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Ch-Ch-Check it Out
Is it just me, or are there not alot of Saudis blogging in English anymore ? I know I'm one of those who abandoned their writings due to the realities of everyday life, but come on people. I opened up my blogs bookmark page, and half of the blogs there havent been updated for months, and quarter actually deleted. Kudos to those who still keep their blogs up and running, even if the updates are few and far in between.
Now to the subject at hand, the point of this post. Err....there isn't really one. Sorry to disappoint. Not in the mood to study anything, thought I'd be able to come up with something here. Let's see :
Now to the subject at hand, the point of this post. Err....there isn't really one. Sorry to disappoint. Not in the mood to study anything, thought I'd be able to come up with something here. Let's see :
- Teachers cheat. Maybe they'll send us some for our exams ?
- Kids are sick nowadays. So very very sick.
Song of the Moment
Return Of The Tres- Delinquent Habits
Return Of The Tres- Delinquent Habits
Sunday, April 29, 2007
At Peace
119 days. I haven't been here for 119 days. That was the last time I wrote anything, and that was the last time I've been on this site. Where have I been ? Around I guess... Here and there. Dealing with life as we all do. Lots of stuff have happened this past year which have... hampered my desire for writing. Hell I've been out of everything. Just leave my MSN window open and talk to people when I feel like it. Still struggling through senior year and all the baggage coming with it. The teachers and studies and applications to colleges..... and the list goes on.
But today was different. Today was somehow, the first time I've felt at peace, truly at peace, for as long as I remember. It started normally enough : Woke up, dragged myself out of the bed, went to school, did my quizzes and went to my periods. Then I went to pick up a copy of my report card from the student counselor. And we got to talking. An hour passed by, and I'm still sitting at his desk, listening to him recount stories of his children and how they turned out in his eyes. I mean, this man didn't even know I existed before a couple of weeks ago, and he's recounting me personal things that someone in my position was not entitled to for any reason. Yet there I was, sitting on a leather chair and listening intently. I left the guy's office in peace. Don't how, don't know why. I just did.
Anyways, just wanted to share that. Most of you think I'm some kind of wuss now. Think again bitches. And don't expect any constant updates too. I'll update when I damn well feel like it. Later peeps
But today was different. Today was somehow, the first time I've felt at peace, truly at peace, for as long as I remember. It started normally enough : Woke up, dragged myself out of the bed, went to school, did my quizzes and went to my periods. Then I went to pick up a copy of my report card from the student counselor. And we got to talking. An hour passed by, and I'm still sitting at his desk, listening to him recount stories of his children and how they turned out in his eyes. I mean, this man didn't even know I existed before a couple of weeks ago, and he's recounting me personal things that someone in my position was not entitled to for any reason. Yet there I was, sitting on a leather chair and listening intently. I left the guy's office in peace. Don't how, don't know why. I just did.
Anyways, just wanted to share that. Most of you think I'm some kind of wuss now. Think again bitches. And don't expect any constant updates too. I'll update when I damn well feel like it. Later peeps
Song of the Moment:
I Tried- Bone Thugs N Harmony
I Tried- Bone Thugs N Harmony
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Death Of A Tyrant

"The Tyrant is dead. Long live the Republic"
"Saddam Hussein Abd al-Majid al-Tikriti; (April 28, 1937 – December 30, 2006), was the President of Iraq from July 16, 1979 until April 9, 2003, when he was deposed during the 2003 invasion of Iraq. As the leader of Iraq and head of the Baath Party, he promoted secular pan-Arabism, economic modernization, and Arab socialism at the same time that he practiced one-party rule, censorship, and violent repressions, especially against Iraq's Shia, Kurdish and Marsh Arab populations.
As vice president under his cousin, General Ahmed Hassan al-Bakr, Hussein tightly controlled conflict between the government and the armed forces by creating repressive security forces and cementing his own firm authority over the apparatus of government. As president, Hussein ran an authoritarian government and maintained power and stability in the country. During his rule the Iran-Iraq War (1980–1988) and the Gulf War (1991) took place, and his rule was ended by the Iraq war. He repressed movements deemed threatening to the stability of Iraq, particularly those of ethnic or religious groups that sought independence or autonomy along tribal lines. He was and remains a popular hero among many Sunni Iraqis and Arabs for remaining defiant toward Iran, Israel, and the United States and supporting the Palestinian cause. However, he is hated by many Iraqis for the murder of their relatives and loved ones. His execution has been met with a combination of anger and joy.
Hussein's government collapsed as a result of the 2003 invasion of Iraq led by the United States, and he was captured by American forces on December 13, 2003. He was found hiding in a hole in the ground, beneath a small walled compound on a sheep farm near Tikrit, his ancestral town.
On November 5, 2006, Hussein was convicted of crimes against humanity by the Iraq Special Tribunal in a trial many considered fundamentally unfair and was sentenced to death by hanging.
On December 26, 2006, Hussein's appeal was rejected and the death sentence upheld. According to Iraqi television reports, he was hanged in the early morning Baghdad time (06:05 hours locally or 03:05 UTC) on December 30, 2006 in front of a group of official witnesses made up of lawyers, officials, and a doctor.
Ali Al Messedy, Iraqi Prime Minister Nuri al-Maliki's official photographer, filmed the dictator's execution. He told the press of the Sadaam's last moments. On the way to the gallows, according to Ali, "Hussein said, ‘Iraq without me is nothing'." He also reported Saddam's fear.
His final reported words were: "God is great. The true Iraqi nation will be victorious and Palestine is Arab"."
His death came as a shock to alot of people, who had just come back from the Eid prayer and sacrificing the sheep, to be stunned with pictures of the former leader with a noose over his neck. People, regretfully divided over his death, with some calling him the only person able and powerful enough to hold down the bloodthirsty Iraqi people. To those people I say, where was Iraq during the previous 1400 years ? The pinnacle of civilization during the Middle Ages, with people coming from all across the civilized world to the once great cities of Baghdad, al-Basra and al-Kufa for education, trade or just to gaze upon those majestic Islamic cities. Now, and for future generations, they will be remembered as cities where this or that suicide bombing happened, nothing more, nothing less. To others, who thought that he deserved it, well I ain't got no beef with you.
Yet no one is innocent in this great tangled web of ours. Saddam has killed many people, innocent and otherwise. We don't need a court of law to know that he is guilty, guilty and guilty of all that hes has done, and even more hideous and grotesque crimes that none of us know about. Is the unlawful war with Iran which HE started and the invasion of Kuwait not enough ?! He ruled through terror, and an entire generation grew up under him knowing only poverty, fear and death. Countless people have lost family and friends to his Republican Guard, guilty of only speaking out their minds. Don't talk to me about how he's the saviour of the Arab World, the one who was suppose to free Palestine and lead us to victory. He never was that. There is no one coming to save us. There never was anyone coming to save us. Gamal Abdel Nasser is dead, and with him the dream of a United Arab State. Saddam is a murderer, and he deserved what he got.
So this means I support the American invasion of Iraq ? NO. Bush LIED to the world about everything from the start, just to get revenge on the dude who tried to kill his pappy. WMDs, yellow cake uranium, connections to Al-Qaeda, all that jazz....lies. And when he gets there, he suddenly "remembers" that, no !! "I came to free the Iraqi people from the oppression of Saddam !! I will give them DEMOCRACY." Well Mr. Bush, seems that the Iraqi people don't care much for your "DEMOCRACY" But now since that your here, you might as well stay, cus I don't think our friends to the north are doing very well with you around, so imagine how it'll be once you leave ? Wasn't the walk in the park you imagined it to be now was it ? Yeah I think staying is the better option here, even though it won't really make a difference. Everyone has an agenda, and I doubt that everyone is ready to make a list of all his need and send it to Santa. So basically Mr. Bush, you have a full blown civil war on your hands here. Why ? Cus you wanted to be a big man and get the man who caused your pappy so much trouble in the past. This Mr. Bush, is called a quagmire. And you're right smack in the middle of it. Allah y3een el jamee3.
"The Tyrant is dead. Long live the Republic."
Happy Eid ya'll.
Happy Eid ya'll.
Friday, December 29, 2006
Adam Lives In Theory
Adam lives in theory,
Trying to turn stone into bread.
Masquerading like he got it figured out.
Cut off from the sunshine, only smart in his own head.
Leaving his descendants to hope and doubt.
Left to his devices, those worthless sacrifices.
Praying to the alter of his self.
Making pilgrimages, thinking he's religious.
Like he's got all the light, and no one else.
He takes the unsuspected,
Cause he knows they're not connected,
And he shows them how to be just as he is.
Virtually real, and commercially appealed,
To the lust of all the people where he lives.
Eve was so naive, blinded by the pride and greed.
Wanting to be intellectual.
Drifting from the way, she got turned down one day,
And now she thinks that she's bisexual.
Caught up in emotion,
Burning up in her devotion,
To the king of exploitation in the field.
She handed him her virtue,
Cause he told her "I won't hurt you."
So she lay with him to see how good it feels.
Now can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now ?
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now ?
Now can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now ?
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now ?
Now after the sensation, and the empty fornication,
She brought affection home into her bed.
Quickly multiplying,
Now the 3 of them are dying,
By the poison she perceived to be good health.
Now Eve and her husband, are perverted in their judgment,
Cause everything appears to be the same.
They entertain suggestion,
Next time just use protection,
Desiring to cover up their shame.
But much to their demise, poor decision closed their eyes,
To the very antidote to their dilemma.
Burning in their lust,
Both of them adulterous.
Destroying the original agenda.
Praying to the sky, in order to maintain a lie,
They exhausted every possible conclusion.
They can't even entertain the solution,
In a brain filled, with vain information and pollution.
Hiding from the truth,
He provided an excuse, to explain away his desperate situation.
When confronted blamed his wife,
Giving birth to carnal life.
Refusing to acknowledge what he done.
Now if we can't agree, with who created us to be,
Who says we're guilty everyone before his eyes.
Making no exceptions, since the day of our conception,
Predisposed to hating truth, and loving lies
Then can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now ?
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now ?
Then can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now ?
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now ?
Stop walking in pride, let the thief be crucified.
Un-learn everything you know, and let him teach you.
Line upon line, precept upon precept, say goodbye,
To this decaying social system.
He wants to know, how far we're willing to go,
If we love him like we say we do,
He will try us.
Just don't regress,
Or slip into hopelessness.
Once he's satisfied his love,
He won't deny us.
And then he'll tell us,
What, what we gonna do now,
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now.
And then he'll tell us,
What, what we gonna do now,
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now.
Trying to turn stone into bread.
Masquerading like he got it figured out.
Cut off from the sunshine, only smart in his own head.
Leaving his descendants to hope and doubt.
Left to his devices, those worthless sacrifices.
Praying to the alter of his self.
Making pilgrimages, thinking he's religious.
Like he's got all the light, and no one else.
He takes the unsuspected,
Cause he knows they're not connected,
And he shows them how to be just as he is.
Virtually real, and commercially appealed,
To the lust of all the people where he lives.
Eve was so naive, blinded by the pride and greed.
Wanting to be intellectual.
Drifting from the way, she got turned down one day,
And now she thinks that she's bisexual.
Caught up in emotion,
Burning up in her devotion,
To the king of exploitation in the field.
She handed him her virtue,
Cause he told her "I won't hurt you."
So she lay with him to see how good it feels.
Now can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now ?
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now ?
Now can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now ?
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now ?
Now after the sensation, and the empty fornication,
She brought affection home into her bed.
Quickly multiplying,
Now the 3 of them are dying,
By the poison she perceived to be good health.
Now Eve and her husband, are perverted in their judgment,
Cause everything appears to be the same.
They entertain suggestion,
Next time just use protection,
Desiring to cover up their shame.
But much to their demise, poor decision closed their eyes,
To the very antidote to their dilemma.
Burning in their lust,
Both of them adulterous.
Destroying the original agenda.
Praying to the sky, in order to maintain a lie,
They exhausted every possible conclusion.
They can't even entertain the solution,
In a brain filled, with vain information and pollution.
Hiding from the truth,
He provided an excuse, to explain away his desperate situation.
When confronted blamed his wife,
Giving birth to carnal life.
Refusing to acknowledge what he done.
Now if we can't agree, with who created us to be,
Who says we're guilty everyone before his eyes.
Making no exceptions, since the day of our conception,
Predisposed to hating truth, and loving lies
Then can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now ?
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now ?
Then can you tell me, what, what we gonna do now ?
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now ?
Stop walking in pride, let the thief be crucified.
Un-learn everything you know, and let him teach you.
Line upon line, precept upon precept, say goodbye,
To this decaying social system.
He wants to know, how far we're willing to go,
If we love him like we say we do,
He will try us.
Just don't regress,
Or slip into hopelessness.
Once he's satisfied his love,
He won't deny us.
And then he'll tell us,
What, what we gonna do now,
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now.
And then he'll tell us,
What, what we gonna do now,
Where we gonna go now, what we gonna say now.
-Lauryn Hill.
Note : Adam and Eve are meant to convey mankind and womankind, not the first man and woman, but all of humanity.
Note : Adam and Eve are meant to convey mankind and womankind, not the first man and woman, but all of humanity.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
TAGS
Tag #1 : Dotsson's (I think) drawing tag. I know that it got to me somehow, but not really up for looking how. Here it is :

What is it you ask ? Well, it's a woman (Girl) with absolutely no soul. Hence the white eyes. And she's evil. Hence the creepy ass smile. Why does her shoulder look like that ? Cus I just broke it.
MOVING ON....
Tag #2 : The Book Tag, started as far as I know by Fedo.
1) Grab the book nearest to you.
2) Go to Page 123.
3) Scroll down to the fifth sentence.
4) Post the next 3 sentences, the book's name and author and cover.
The Catcher In The Rye- J.D Salinger
"When the got out of school and college, I mean. You figured that most of them would probably marry dopey guys. Guys that always talk about how many miles they get to a gallon in their goddamn cars."
Any other tags I was tagged for and didn't know about, let me know.
UPDATE : RAWR ASKED ME TO POST THIS, AND HERE IT IS : THE SOUTH PARKED INSANITY. PHOTO MAY APPEAR DIFFERENT THAN REAL LIFE.

What is it you ask ? Well, it's a woman (Girl) with absolutely no soul. Hence the white eyes. And she's evil. Hence the creepy ass smile. Why does her shoulder look like that ? Cus I just broke it.
MOVING ON....
Tag #2 : The Book Tag, started as far as I know by Fedo.
1) Grab the book nearest to you.
2) Go to Page 123.
3) Scroll down to the fifth sentence.
4) Post the next 3 sentences, the book's name and author and cover.
The Catcher In The Rye- J.D Salinger"When the got out of school and college, I mean. You figured that most of them would probably marry dopey guys. Guys that always talk about how many miles they get to a gallon in their goddamn cars."
Any other tags I was tagged for and didn't know about, let me know.
UPDATE : RAWR ASKED ME TO POST THIS, AND HERE IT IS : THE SOUTH PARKED INSANITY. PHOTO MAY APPEAR DIFFERENT THAN REAL LIFE.
Friday, December 22, 2006
Guess Who's Back ? (No, It's not the Grinch Coming to Steal Christmas. Or Eid. Again. Or Hannukah. Whatever the Hell your Religion is.)
I haven't posted anything here for a month. Now I know that all my fans have been patiently waiting for the least sign on my return. I honestly was thinking about abandoning this blog. Not anymore. The number of people who told me I should come back wasn't that great, but they convinced me. I was also told that one day, I'll be the first in my family to write an actual full lengh novel. While I highly doubt that I will, the person who said that to me meant it, and for that I thank her deeply.
So what was I doin for a whole month and two weeks away you say ? Well, for one I was hooked on Warcrack (Darkspear server, Insaneti, lvl 25 warrior. Look me up.). Also been swamped up to my cerebellum with constant never-ending quizzes, which never seem to stop long enough for us to have a breather only to start up again. I am happy to announce that I am not currently in danger of failing anything, with the exception of Geology, who's teacher is a spiteful dick of man, and who was rewarded for his cruelty toward students with a car accident, and Math, which I have never been very bright in despite my constant attempts at paying attention, which miserably failed. Since then I was forced to get a tutor, who truthfully is a bit creepy. I also got back results from my TOEFL exam : 110/120 !! (Very good for those who are ignorant. About 90% or so.)
I plan on hopefully continuing my education in Britain, home of hot pasty blond chicks (I got a thing for blonds.), bad food, good football (Chelsea !!), expensive shit (35 SR for a pack of cigs !!), and bad teeth. Or Canada, home of hockey, fat horny grizzly bears, shitty ass weather and French speaking people. (I really don't know what Canadians do. Always remember Terrance and Phillip from the South Park movie when I think of em.). Unfortunately, as far as I know, our dear Ministry of Higher Education does not send people to Britain nor Canada for higher studies, instead sends ems to the US and China (China ?! WTF ?! Mn jdhm thol ?!). So if anyone of yalls know someone who knows someone *wink wink* hook me up will you ? Ill probably need all the help I can get. And NO, studying here is NOT AN OPTION, repeat NOT AN OPTION. I'm sorry girls, but if you want me then you'll have to follow me to wherever the hell I'll end up. New Zealand ymkn ?
Yeah I realize this post sucks, but I've been up since 9. Did a dumb 8iyas exam at school, took my mom shopping (Woman amaze me with their energy when shopping. Take her everywhere and she still wants more. Had to literally scream so I can get home.) , and had two sheeshas, so I'm not really in a writing mood. I'll be up and running within a few days. Gotta do all them damn tags. Later.
PS : Thinking of switching to Beta and changing the blog's name. Suggestions ?
UPDATE : THE MINISTRY OF HIGHER EDUCATION WILL START SENDING STUDENTS ON FULLY PAID SCHORLARSHIPS STARTING NEXT YEAR TO THE FOLLOWING COUNTRIES : BRITAIN, CANADA, FRANCE, SPAIN, HOLLAND, ITALY, GERMANY AND AUSTRIA. THEY WILL SEND PEOPLE WHO ARE WILLING TO STUDY MEDICINE, ENGINEERING, ACCOUNTING AND LAW. REJOICE EVERYONE !!
So what was I doin for a whole month and two weeks away you say ? Well, for one I was hooked on Warcrack (Darkspear server, Insaneti, lvl 25 warrior. Look me up.). Also been swamped up to my cerebellum with constant never-ending quizzes, which never seem to stop long enough for us to have a breather only to start up again. I am happy to announce that I am not currently in danger of failing anything, with the exception of Geology, who's teacher is a spiteful dick of man, and who was rewarded for his cruelty toward students with a car accident, and Math, which I have never been very bright in despite my constant attempts at paying attention, which miserably failed. Since then I was forced to get a tutor, who truthfully is a bit creepy. I also got back results from my TOEFL exam : 110/120 !! (Very good for those who are ignorant. About 90% or so.)
I plan on hopefully continuing my education in Britain, home of hot pasty blond chicks (I got a thing for blonds.), bad food, good football (Chelsea !!), expensive shit (35 SR for a pack of cigs !!), and bad teeth. Or Canada, home of hockey, fat horny grizzly bears, shitty ass weather and French speaking people. (I really don't know what Canadians do. Always remember Terrance and Phillip from the South Park movie when I think of em.). Unfortunately, as far as I know, our dear Ministry of Higher Education does not send people to Britain nor Canada for higher studies, instead sends ems to the US and China (China ?! WTF ?! Mn jdhm thol ?!). So if anyone of yalls know someone who knows someone *wink wink* hook me up will you ? Ill probably need all the help I can get. And NO, studying here is NOT AN OPTION, repeat NOT AN OPTION. I'm sorry girls, but if you want me then you'll have to follow me to wherever the hell I'll end up. New Zealand ymkn ?
Yeah I realize this post sucks, but I've been up since 9. Did a dumb 8iyas exam at school, took my mom shopping (Woman amaze me with their energy when shopping. Take her everywhere and she still wants more. Had to literally scream so I can get home.) , and had two sheeshas, so I'm not really in a writing mood. I'll be up and running within a few days. Gotta do all them damn tags. Later.
PS : Thinking of switching to Beta and changing the blog's name. Suggestions ?
UPDATE : THE MINISTRY OF HIGHER EDUCATION WILL START SENDING STUDENTS ON FULLY PAID SCHORLARSHIPS STARTING NEXT YEAR TO THE FOLLOWING COUNTRIES : BRITAIN, CANADA, FRANCE, SPAIN, HOLLAND, ITALY, GERMANY AND AUSTRIA. THEY WILL SEND PEOPLE WHO ARE WILLING TO STUDY MEDICINE, ENGINEERING, ACCOUNTING AND LAW. REJOICE EVERYONE !!
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Family Portrait.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
They Said...
"All the ways you wish you could be, that's me. I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not."
" I see all this potential, and I see us squandering it. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off."
"VoilĂ ! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V."
" I see all this potential, and I see us squandering it. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off."
"VoilĂ ! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V."
Song of the Moment
Promised Land- The Game
"I'm left with often, thoughts of how could you molest your daughter ?
They say that's ten times worse than manslaughter.
Man you oughta, be dead in a grave,
But it wasn't my call, so instead you sat in a cage."
Yeah I don't have nothing to write about. Sue me.
Promised Land- The Game
"I'm left with often, thoughts of how could you molest your daughter ?
They say that's ten times worse than manslaughter.
Man you oughta, be dead in a grave,
But it wasn't my call, so instead you sat in a cage."
Yeah I don't have nothing to write about. Sue me.
Monday, October 30, 2006
The Supposedly "New" Middle East
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